Walking amongst the crowds, watching, viewing, taking in
everything around me including the sounds and smells from the people. Almost mimicking
slow motion, the way people move, to my senses. Some outspoken, most minding
their own business, but all gasping for breath as their emotions leak into the
world like a lethal cocktail of pestilence.
I can taste it, taste their fears, their longing, for something
else or to even be someone else. The negativity, the jealously, the very fear
from their pours creates a stench of unmitigated wealth. I don’t mean to feed,
to feast upon such energy, but I was truly created this way. Coughing,
spluttering, gouging upon each other, viewing other people with disdain and
hatred that seemingly feeds one such as myself. I'm not of this earth, an
unknown in the scheme of plans, an unseen entity, wishing for more of this
uneven stance.
I hear the media, the television, the marketing people of
this world, rile people, force them into segregated brackets, ensuring a divide
exists within and without. I take another look as one of them walks past,
unknowingly tainting the air as I inhale the feelings. It feels hatred, angst,
as the images flood through his electrical energy. His friend, possibly a
Brother, has what he desires and that alone, something so simple, creates a
pointless release of energy. Another one of them walks through me as I envelop what’s
within. An uncle abusing him, from a youngster, until this very day, the fear
and shame washing over me, feeding me in its purest form.
Satisfied, needs sedated, thirst quenched, I float above
them, watching all of the different colours of energy flow through the street.
They’re all lost, alone, mostly ignorant to the control over them, how lost
they all are, with a few aware of their shape and form. I catch a glance from
the shadows, eyes directed towards mine and a feeling escapes from within my
own form. None of this world has ever seen me, noticed me, yet there are a few
that can see through different eyes. I'm not worried as none can touch my form
unless I desire.
Across from me, another of my form feeds, relishes the
bathing emotions, the disquiet of this world and suffering of the many. Hurdled
like cattle, pretending to be free from oppression, all the while willingly
sacrificing themselves to the daily monotony of money. All of them could be
happy, all of them could be satisfied, if it were not for the many needs instilled
within from an early age. But, of course, that would not do as my form has no
need for those positive traits. We desire pain. Suffering. Anger. Raw negative
feelings, a hunger, distilled into a pure form of energy. The heat expelled from these creatures fuels
our fire. Drives us, compels us, yet we lift not a finger to aid in this flow.
In past lives we've aided with the neat destruction of
society, kindled the very fire of destruction to feed our coffers, stroked the
human ego to drive itself towards oblivion. Now, in this time, we lead a
passive life, no longer required to steer anyone anywhere. A paradise of greed,
corruption, fear, famine and fate. The glorious symphony of anguish bestowed to
the many.
This truly is a glorious planet and we will never leave.
After all, why would we, we’re perfectly satisfied with the misery fed to us
each and every single day.
The Leviathans: Aura (Book 2 - A possible look from the other side). Might even get to write
that story one day.
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