At a surprisingly early age, he’d realised, suddenly, that
he enjoyed the softest of things within the world. Call it heightened senses,
that majestic and mellow moment of touch, where his mind simply fluttered at
the smallest of touches. He’d close his eyes, allowing the moment to pause, as
he touched whatever was in front of him. Silk, leather, the laced garments
surrounding his every single day, it did not matter as long as he explored.
He endured, learned, realising that the senses of the soul
needed transparency. Needed restraint. Control. The people around him, of
course, were oblivious to whatever realm his nerve endings resided within. Some
enjoyed the various fragrances, the beautiful smell of the many, many, potions
and lotions available to all. He found them to be satisfactory, an oral smile
spoken by the many, as he bathed his body until it smelt of the most grandiose
of moments. He learned. He explored. Yet, as always, it still fell to the
desire of touch. That electricity of nature, the grounding of a person once
connected to another.
He’d grown, explored all that needed to be desired, yet
still found that one place where he wished to reside. To stay. To obey his
wanton wishes and wants. He needed little, within his world, the accomplished place
he called his own. Then, from nowhere, it all changed. The thoughts exploded,
the craving increased, the desire within reaching a level that he’d never,
ever, experienced.
She arrived. She understood. She understood all of him.
Every, single, inch… of his inner thoughts. He’d never explored the way he’d
explored with her. She brought his fear from within and denied its control over
his basic meanderings. He’d smile, often, always, whenever she was near him.
She knew. She damn well knew which buttons he needed to press.
Secrets, illusions, the masks within our basic tasks, all
thrown aside in one glorious night of heightened, fire filled heat. It still
sent shivers down his very spine, when he recalled the freedom upon that first
night. The connection. That connection. Explored and up roared with such gusto
that he could swear that he only barely survived. That touch of his, every
fibre glowing with intensity, that he wished for it to never end.
She just enjoyed him, wanted him, allowed him to be whatever
he wanted to be. No exclusions, reservations or scolding furrowed eyebrows of
dislike. He’d simply, easily, just touch her skin. Again and again. Over and
over, with his senses dancing to her very delight. Eyes closed, ears wide shut,
he’d created that mental map of every single inch of her body. That joy, the
expression of his very lips quivering with shocked splendour. He couldn’t stop.
Wouldn’t stop, as long as she wanted him to do what he needed to do.
Years. The very years of silence of shame, gone. Vanished.
Exposed to a person who didn’t judge, modify, classify or reject. She held him
so very close, wanting him to be exactly what he wished to be. Each touch,
reaching into her heart, embracing her desire to simply be wanted. He endured
the bliss, as his fingertips gently glided upon her skin. Breathing, shallow,
expressing his heart’s skipped beats.
Kissing her, as softly as he could, barely even a touch
between them, made his legs feel weak and his emotions rise. Since that moment,
his mind becoming used to the way they were together, his fingers remained as
sensitive as they were on that first day. He smiled, as his curse and reality
filled sensuality remained. She’d often call him, text him, asking how she’d
felt upon that morning, or previous night. His body, responding, calling for
her, he’d often raise his hand and imagine her cheek against his fingers. That
imaginary moment where she was still in front of him, right there, allowing him
to touch her in that sensitive way.
He’d smile, with each message, with each text, knowing,
realising, that no matter the fabric or moment, nothing within his world would
ever, could never ever, be as soft as the skin of the person you love.
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