She pressed herself against him, his back to the wall, with the
wine still fresh upon her lips as she smiled. The shadows couldn't hide the
facts, any facts, despite the loud blaring music vibrating through the very
wall he rested upon. She knew, he knew, they both knew, that he was powerless
to stop anything that happened. The spider, the man caught within her very web,
of intrigue, of impending pleasure and more.
He placed his hands upon her hips, part of him wanting to
push her away, to close his eyes and be somewhere else, but that simply
wouldn't do as he was transfixed. The way she did things, the little things,
the small indescribable moments. The looks, the nudges, the ever so subtle
flirting, drove him deeper and deeper into a place that he didn't like. The
fear, within, always hidden from all but the most observant in life, reminding
him of his past. Those moments. He knew that everyone had them, understood
them, but he didn't wish to embrace such moments.
He smiled, as she placed the wine glass onto the table
beside the both of them. She most certainly knew how to dress, always, as they
say, to impress. Right now, as he held her against him, the curves and
presentation being something to admire, he knew that if he kissed her it would
be the end of him. Falling, despite the reservations, would be all he’d know.
He’d laugh, even shake his head, if it weren't for her eyes holding his gaze in
check. The windows to the soul, the truth of all intentions, right there in
front of him. Her lips, pursed, enticing, tempting, taunting him to simply let
go.
Her head slowly moved to the music, the essence and mood
enlivening her resolve. She was feeling the moment, in more ways than one,
which was exactly what she wanted to do. Her hair, moving to cover part of her
face, finally broke him. It was his thing, a woman’s hair. He couldn't explain
why, or when that had started, but he couldn't deny that she was absolutely
beautiful. He moved the hair from her view and, as his hand moved, gently ran
his fingers down the side of her face, along her neck, before returning to her
waist.
That alone, that moment, was enough for her to finally break
the distance between them. He couldn't, even if he tried, recall the solitary
second between that moment before her lips met his. His eyes closed, feeling,
as she pressed against him even further, lips moving with obvious intent. So
soft, so supple, gliding with the finesse of someone that truly could express
themselves. His arms wrapped around her, holding her to him, as he could feel
his body weaken despite the firm grasp. Each second that escaped compelled him,
trapped him, ensured that he’d want to stay with this one forever. A simple
moment, amongst the hours of conversation, drawing his mind into the place that
he honestly wished to be.
She moved her lips away from him, reaching for the wine, her
hands shaking ever so slightly. He knew what and who she was. She’d already
played a few of the known games, the established routines. He knew that she was
dangerous, maybe even deadly, but that didn't matter to a man such as he. He
was hardly innocent, within his small world, but he knew the signs and wouldn't
back down even if asked. She was a red-blooded alpha female. She got what she
wanted. She wasn't afraid of anything, or anybody, which meant that his
feelings would always be secondary. That didn't matter, that wouldn't worry
him, as his feelings were his own to look after.
He enjoyed her tease, the words she used and the moments
where he met her innuendo with shocking vigour. He would challenge her, on
every single level, backing down when needed, or rising to her challenge when
required. Her equal, without every needing to actually say so. He knew her
worth, he realised that she would be a handful, in many, many glorious ways,
but that didn't matter as that was life.
She smiled, knowing, understanding, exactly what she was
doing. She’d got him, pulled him in, getting exactly what she wanted. Once
again, he knew what the smile represented, and he didn't actually care. She
could and, hopefully, would do whatever she wanted. He looked to the ceiling,
also smiling, exhaling, knowing that his life could be ripped apart. It was
perfectly fine, as despite the situation, regardless of the moment, he knew
that she could try to hurt his heart. That was also okay, as she truly didn't
know, or even realise, that his heart was already made of stone.
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