His fist hit the bag, sweat dripping from his body, never
wanting to stop despite his lungs and energy saying otherwise. Soon, the very
next day, he’d be leaving this place for a while. Every nuance, every shadow
cast across every wall and floor, never to be seen again after this very day.
He didn't want to go, but that was his duty and the rest was all just words.
Each strike echoed through the room, his large muscular
frame pounding away, again and again, whilst his mind simply wished to ignore the
decisions that were often made for him. This was his life, the life that he’d
chosen, many, many years previous. He would change the course of life, his
life, but that would be decided for him once this tour was over and done with.
Standing there, body glistening as the sunshine invaded the
entire area from outside, he breathed in and out. Calming. Resting. Focusing
his energy levels to try and throw a few more kicks into the routine. If the
bag in front of him were a man, truthfully, he’d pull the man apart and not
stop until there was nothing standing in front of him. All that strength, that
power, focused and trained to an inch of his life.
Behind him a door opened, the noise interrupting his
thoughts and breathing. Turning, his face a solemn view for whomever had
decided to visit, quickly changed whatever expression he had, to a smile. She
was here. She’d arrived, finally, after travelling for over 8 hours just to say
a few words before he had to leave. He’d never known such devotion, ever, in
his entire life and he truthfully wasn't even sure that he should deserve such
a woman.
She flung her arms into the air as she headed straight for
him, despite his sweat covered body, “Hang on, I'm covered in…” She didn't
care. She never would. He was, to her, the most loyal man she’d ever met. He’d
never asked her for anything, other than maybe her time, a few kisses here and
there, along with the usual thing that men enjoyed. This was hardly a chore,
especially when he looked and felt the way he did.
Lifting her from her feet, with ease, she wrapped herself
around him, squeezing as tightly as she could, showing that she’d missed him so
very, very much. His arms, virtually covering her, holding her against him,
felt her body. She was perfect. Everything. More than everything. She’d found
him at the worst of times, at a time where he simply didn't know what to do
with his life or how to continue. He was that loyal fool, the one that would
stand next to his woman until his dying breath, yet he was rejected and abandoned
for another. He wasn't perfect, as he knew that men seldom were, but he tried.
He damn well tried.
“I missed you so much!” she said as he finally let go. She
stood on her toes as he leant over to kiss him over and over again. Finally
able to speak, with a smile that could light any room, he returned her words,
“I missed you too!”
The moment, being all that little bit too much, got the
better of her. A few tears appeared, falling along her beautiful face, as his
hand gently rested against her cheek. He hated to see her cry. He was supposed
to always make her happy, at all times, his inner code stating that as fact and
never fiction. He’d made that promise, on the very first night they’d met,
“Remember that night, when we met?”
She brushed away her tears, as her voice spoke through the
emotions, “I do, you were drowning your sorrows over some stupid woman that had
let you go!”
“Aye, I was. Then you came over and asked me why I looked
sad.”
“You looked so cute, all big and buff, this mighty mountain
of a man, sitting there, nearly crying with your eyes all red!”
They both laughed, as he rested his forehead against hers,
“Yeah, but I made you a promise, didn't I!”
“You did. Transparency, you said, that you’d never lie and
that you wouldn't sleep with me despite someone having to take you home!”
He smiled, remembering that night like it was yesterday,
“…and I didn't sleep with you!”
“Until the next morning!” she giggled, recalling a few
moments from that event.
He laughed, a great big hearty laugh, as he knew, all the
way back then, that the world worked in mysterious ways.
“What if you don’t come back?” she said, tears once again
returning to her eyes. He knew that it was a possibility, as with all things
that regarded fate as being the deciding factor, but he knew that he would do
everything he could to return to her, no matter the state or circumstance.
“I will return. I've never lied to you. Never. I never
will!”
She placed her head against his chest, not wishing to let
him go, “I'm not strong enough!”
He laughed again, lifting her chin, gently, bringing her
eyes to his, “You, of all people, saying that you’re not strong? You’re the
strongest person I know. I might be strong in strength, this body, but I tell
you now, woman, that I'm nothing without you. I'm the weakest man alive when
I'm standing next to you, but when I hold your hand, I feel like I can do
anything!”
She smiled, somehow, somewhere within, knowing that he was
speaking the truth. She’d faced hardship, seen it all, done it all, been
through it all, yet this person in front of her made her change her view of the
world. There was truth, there could be honesty, there would be more, and
strength was far, far more than physical.
“Promise me something, “ he said as he kissed her again,
“promise me that you’ll be strong! Promise me that you’ll be the person that I
know you are. No matter where I am, I’ll feel that strength and I’ll come back
to you. Promise?”
“I promise to be strong!”
He smiled, his own eyes starting to feel the tears rise
within him. He knew, he damn well knew, that no matter what happened, she would
always be the stronger one. For that, amongst everything else she brought to
him, he would love her with all his strength until the day he died.
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