The Empress stepped forward, leaving her thrown behind her,
the two guards wary but committed to standing perfectly still until called for.
Everyone, of course, within the room knew that such a thing would not take
place as to cross her would mean certain peril. Samuel, born anew, stood in
front of her adorned with the white armour of his new cast. A warrior, of
sorts, charged with piecing together his own soul and heart.
The room, with mighty towers of white crystal, spanned
upwards for many miles, a bastion of hope, a veritable fortress, of light and
courage. Samuel knew that he had crawled here, a month previous on his hands and knees, reaching
a place that he’d feared for over 10 years. The struggle, the real struggle,
that we all feared, reached within only to crush his resolve and grace. He’d
admitted defeat, he’d surrendered, but still managed to find this very
sanctuary.
They’d stripped him of his valour, not that he’d had but a
squandered amount, tore his thinking into shreds, then placed the commands that
he needed. He had fought through the fire of his own mind, his very soul
pouring out of him onto the cold, hard, difficult floor, as his eyes witnessed
the very fire within flicker, fade, then die.
They say that you have to sacrifice everything, your very
mind, before re-building a tower upon which to rise. He didn't want to rise, he
didn't simply want to stand, as he wished to soar amongst the clouds. He
desired to embrace the very person he should be, could be, if only he’d open
himself to such brave healing. The world around him, unaware, selfish, brazen
with attitude, scolding his way of safety. Laughed at him, denied him, yet all
the while witnessing his heart break and wound his very sanity.
Standing, amongst the godly figures of old, he adored his
Empress, worshipped her like no other. To him she was his heart, his very
glory, the ever-present meaning of his grace and fortitude. He would die for
her yet, at the same time, he would live for her as well. To him, to all of
them, she had bestowed upon him the very gift of self-love.
Strong, defiant to the world’s grip, he stood staunch,
awaiting her presence. With the grace of a feather softly flowing within the
wind's embrace, she appeared before him and he fell to his knee. Head bowing,
supplication at the ready, she did what she seldom fathomed possible. She
reached forward, placing her hand under his chin, lifting his head and
beckoned him to stand. He arose, appreciative of her offer, knowing very well
that he was finally worthy of such moments.
“My Son,” she said with the softest tone, every word
embracing him, “you were made for battle, forged from the inside out, but today
you will find no war within. You will leave this place and seek love, firstly
for yourself and then for others. You are light within this world.” Each word
touched him, caressed his heart, embracing his devotion to such a person that
could fashion, from him, a strong creation from such desecrated ashes. He had
fallen, he had been crushed, yet still believed in the good of others. He had
witnessed such things, he knew such things, while understanding the dark
thoughts and suffering all around him.
He had tried to be pure, a beacon, the light flickering at
moments, whilst always trying to help others. He held the scars, still etched
upon his body, mind and soul. This was his chance, “Thank you Empress,” he
replied, taking in the beauty from her loving, caring eyes. He stepped away
from her, ready, able, despite still feeling some of the deep wounds inflicted
upon him by the days of life.
“My son,” said the Empress, reaching out a hand, “You will
have no need of weapons once you leave here. You will evade the
darkness… please!” Samuel, knowing
exactly what she meant, placed his sword, his dagger, as well as his shield,
beside him. Bowing his head, while smiling, he turned and stepped towards the
edge of the realm. He looked upon the
world, below him, wondering, while realising, that this was but the start of
many, many moments. His wings flew from within his back, flexing, escaping their
captivity, ready to take Samuel upon a glorious journey. This moment, right at
this second, the previous days and months flew into his mind. The turbulent fall, the
crawl to safety, the weeping within shadows, the calling of names and, most of
all, the burning fire that consumed his every thought. He could almost, right
there, taste the ashes from where he’d arisen.
He stepped away from the platform, felt the air push into
his chest, embracing the fear and flew. Today, upon this very moment, he would be the phoenix and rise again.